5 things I HATE about Me

I just came across this fabulous blog, A Little Inspiration , and am joining her 

"5 things I HATE & LOVE about Me" challenge. 

Maybe you will get inspired to join as well. 

A Little Inspiration 

I am a "work in progress." 

Going into my 30th year of life,
I KNOW,
I'm not the same person I was at 18 or 25.

But, some things about me have gotten worse or have not changed. 

 I struggle on a daily basis to improve myself.
I'm not proud, but I have to be honest and admit these flaws in order to change.

It's not easy, but I'm determined to do it. 

5 THINGS I HATE ABOUT ME:
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I  HATE waking up in the morning and I HATE it!!
I'm grumpy & moody and just want to be left alone,
 until I'm fully awake and ready to start my day.
My poor husband & son have to deal with me.

2.  I'm a procrastinator. 

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It always takes me some time to actually get things done.
I have to mentally prepare myself for a lot of tasks
in order for me to start tackling them.

3. I can't express feelings verbally. 

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I'm not really good at expressing my feelings out loud.
The ironic thing is, I am a great communicator & public speaker.
I've been trained to do so.
But when it comes to verbally expressing emotions, I just can't do it.
 I'm better with written words.
(Maybe it's due to being an English major or the way I was raised, who knows).

4. I HATE to be wrong. 

And am struggling at admitting this out loud.
 I'm a Libra and Libra's are really good at being objective, in my opinion.
So when it does turn out that I'm wrong, I despise it.
And it's so hard for me to say, "I'm sorry."

Last but not least...

5. I'm a cold-hearted BITCH, at times.  

I don't deny this, as I've been told plenty of times by many people, actually.
I have put up so many different walls & guards in order to protect myself. 

This in turn has made me less emotional, indifferent, brutally honest, insensitive,
and come off as cold and/or just a bitch.
I really am working on this and have come a long way.
(If people had met me 4 years ago,
they would have seen a night & day difference in me).

What 5 things do you HATE about yourself?